And here i was trying to sleep.. then i realised and remember that i actually have this blog.. LOLX… oh come on… not updating doesnt mean i have nothing happening to me everyday… its just that most of the things cannot be posted online due to obvious reason.
yeah… but last week was really quite a erm… fierce week i would say… work to rest ratio is erm.. terrible… just terrible… at least this week i am allowed some time out of camp… truth is.. for this month most of the weekends im working… THATS FREAKING SAD RIGHT… but its ok.. in the end i’ll just have compensation in terms of time off… plus minus.. same i guess…
work is just getting more fun.. especially with the upcoming events.. finally gonna hold more responsiblity. hope everything goes well.. i might add that luck hopefully will be on my side. which LUCKLY it did on sunday morning.. else i wouldnt be typing this on the bed with my iPod Touch…
Alot of hearsay about my route of advancement… right now i dont really care.. actually i do care.. but important thing is that now i only know i have to finish the final test with my guys..
anyway… im going away for quite some time near the end of the year… sorry if im not gonna make it for your birthday.. really sorry.. seems that i never fail to disappoint. regardless of who..
time passes and people come and go. i guess this time i must start to accept that. i really guess it was a mistake on my part. a stupid mistake. somehow someway.. forgive me..
Seems that everyone no matter how perfect they are from the outside.. they too faces problems just like normal people.. and sometimes situations are quite similar.. a little sharing and talking helps bring people together.. even if its a long time… support will always be there if you ask.. ask and ye shall receive..
Finally a little prayer does goes a long way… but im seriously confused about the path im walking down. even if it is the lord walking with me.
so all this rubbish talk and words…
i think im going to continue reading Suzuka..
till then
WeiZhan
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