So What About Now?

I wonder if its because i have no time or no interest.. but sometimes there are things in the world that is just out of our control… or we are forced to choose between choices which we do not even what to choose in the first place.

Simply put it this way.. imagine 1 day you have to choose between doing the right thing and doing things right.. which 1 will you do? will you take the shorter and easier way out? Your Answer? maybe yes.. maybe not…

why the fk am i typing this? i dont know.. maybe its because i do not have an answer to my own question.. and i wan people to help me somehow.. or whoever may still periodically click on this neglected blog which in the days to come will be turned into a photo blog with theme i decide upon monthly.. sounds fun.. lets hope it works out…

been really busy… been neglecting not just this blog but many other things… most importantly people around… people who somehow still care about me no matter how much i screwed up… people who still sometimes out of nowhere drop me an sms.. or a simple comment or note on facebook.. thank you all somehow.. thanks..

and Yes..

im feeling extremely

puzzled.. confused.. lost…

and i just want everything to be alright.. like i always tell myself.. things will always work out at the end.. because its the end what… logic ehx? OK Enough emoing..

now back to a life update… yes i’m back as a trainee yet again.. my trainee life never seems to end… undone work and responsibilities is growing.. and growing by the day… and i longed for an escape.. thou i’m still confined to Singapore.. i just wish i can fork out more time to my loved ones…

heck i cant even host my own party on the weekend before my birthday because i have to work on Saturday… and yes my family members are the 1 complaining… i didn’t even make it for grandma’s 80 birthday celebration where practically my whole family attended… WTH… as the chinese says : BU XIAO ZI… really bu xiao…

but im not giving up… im still praying that i can take some time off for my birthday… I’m praying!!

and i recently started to learn driving yet again.. hope i can pass before i go overseas to work..

have some time for me?

drop me a text… i’ll do my best to reply…

all these..

till then

WeiZhan