Weather: Rain
To be honest, I prefer rain over sun, cold over warm.. But of coz it only applies when I’m not working.. Hahaha…
They say that environment can shape and change a persons feeling, mood and thoughts… Add in the correct music in the back ground… Guess I couldn’t disagree to that..
I’ve been thinking.. Maybe I am feeling like this just because I donnno what to expect.. Donnno what is coming.. Fear?more like confused..
Need motivation. Need support.. Need people who care..
The lack of all these… Has slowly began a slight rain internally in my heart and mind.. Surrounding me.. And I’m slowly giving in..
Yesterday was SOC test.. Yup I clocked my personal best at 8:26.. Am I fit? No.. Because even after 30 minutes from end of the test my heart rate didn’t return to rest..
Knowing myself I dragged my body towards the medical center bleh… Measured bp and heart rate and donnno what vo2 turns out to be still at 100%..
Doctor say it’s exhaustion.. Wow… Must use this final weekend to rest…
Adjustment week coming! Let’s have fun recruits…
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