7 days into confinement with the new and fresh and crispy recruits…
i came to realized there is actually no reason why we cannot settle things by talking.. and telling… and nagging… in the past.. we always think that being loud we can get the points clear and direct. but somehow as the days goes by. even without raising our voice things still can be done.
think of it as a 2 way traffic. one talk, the other listen. not 2 talk the louder win.
i actually took so long to understand this.
i am growing. and looking at the rest of the guys ORD today. make me realize once again that i should grow more. and do less of the fked up things. wow. whether he will see this or not i want to apologize to someone for the thing i did yesterday night. yeah it was fked up. Sorry bro.
So.. with that.. life goes on and
Weather: Rain
To be honest, I prefer rain over sun, cold over warm.. But of coz it only applies when I’m not working.. Hahaha…
They say that environment can shape and change a persons feeling, mood and thoughts… Add in the correct music in the back ground… Guess I couldn’t disagree to that..
I’ve been thinking.. Maybe I am feeling like this just because I donnno what to expect.. Donnno what is coming.. Fear?more like confused..
Need motivation. Need support.. Need people who care..
The lack of all these… Has slowly began a slight rain internally in my heart and mind.. Surrounding me.. And I’m slowly giving in..
Yesterday was SOC test.. Yup I clocked my personal best at 8:26.. Am I fit? No.. Because even after 30 minutes from end of the test my heart rate didn’t return to rest..
Knowing myself I dragged my body towards the medical center bleh… Measured bp and heart rate and donnno what vo2 turns out to be still at 100%..
Doctor say it’s exhaustion.. Wow… Must use this final weekend to rest…
Adjustment week coming! Let’s have fun recruits…
Yes yes yes I know I’m young and I’m like inexperienced.. And I think what I want is best..
Yes yes yes I know all are concern about me and my path and how I will move.. But can you all really put yourself in my shoe and look at the things from my side?
I thought if it alot before I even want to try to talk to you people. So why be so judgemental?
Stupid personal quote of the week: “So What?”
First and foremost..
Happy ORD to all my brothers and friends!! Especially those that have worked with me for quite some time..
The truth is.. I’m feeling bloody sad and emotional lol.. But hey.. All good things must come to an end…
The memories we have in school, local and overseas will always follow me. Keep in touch!
Ang
Was at Msl 10th anniversary dinner yesterday last night…
Surprised that people actually remember each other as if it was yesterday…
The hall, which I spent countless time with my friends either during assembly, pt or Npcc camps…
The people, who played a big part in my growing up. Made me rather emotional yesterday…
Of people who drifted apart due to various reasons.. All that threw to the back of our mind and the focus was one thing.. To see each other again and interact… Be it for one last time…
People changed… Imagine the classmates that was with me 9 years ago.. How we look then and now… One word.. Wow. Our teachers? Only a few changed.. Well technically they are already adult when we first saw them but us? From 12 yrs old to 22… Big difference..
Change is a good thing… Change is part of growth.. But we must remember one thing.. That we must not forget our roots.. And the people who made us us…
I thank all those who were part of my memories… Whether you like it or not it doesn’t matter.. But.. Thank you.
I didn’t get to see someone that I would like to see hahahhahaha damn…
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