Weather: Rain
To be honest, I prefer rain over sun, cold over warm.. But of coz it only applies when I’m not working.. Hahaha…
They say that environment can shape and change a persons feeling, mood and thoughts… Add in the correct music in the back ground… Guess I couldn’t disagree to that..
I’ve been thinking.. Maybe I am feeling like this just because I donnno what to expect.. Donnno what is coming.. Fear?more like confused..
Need motivation. Need support.. Need people who care..
The lack of all these… Has slowly began a slight rain internally in my heart and mind.. Surrounding me.. And I’m slowly giving in..
Yesterday was SOC test.. Yup I clocked my personal best at 8:26.. Am I fit? No.. Because even after 30 minutes from end of the test my heart rate didn’t return to rest..
Knowing myself I dragged my body towards the medical center bleh… Measured bp and heart rate and donnno what vo2 turns out to be still at 100%..
Doctor say it’s exhaustion.. Wow… Must use this final weekend to rest…
Adjustment week coming! Let’s have fun recruits…
Yes yes yes I know I’m young and I’m like inexperienced.. And I think what I want is best..
Yes yes yes I know all are concern about me and my path and how I will move.. But can you all really put yourself in my shoe and look at the things from my side?
I thought if it alot before I even want to try to talk to you people. So why be so judgemental?
Stupid personal quote of the week: “So What?”
Hello poor and un utilized blog..
Been thinking alot in my small brain.. On alot of stuff.. And no answer to anything yet…
Then I realized.. Maybe it’s because I’m too comfortable with my current life.. Thou not perfect but yet bearable…
The fear of stepping out of my confort zone.. I feel so weak. But I think give me a while more and I’ll be ok.
As my saying goes.
I don’t wanna look back and regret on the things that I could and wanted to but didn’t..
My Life goes on…
What about you?
First and foremost..
Happy ORD to all my brothers and friends!! Especially those that have worked with me for quite some time..
The truth is.. I’m feeling bloody sad and emotional lol.. But hey.. All good things must come to an end…
The memories we have in school, local and overseas will always follow me. Keep in touch!
Ang
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