Monthly Archive for August, 2009

Sun after Rain

The Sun always comes out after the rain. somehow… so regardless of what happen.. time still goes on and somehow it will always be alright at the end. but from my weird brain i guess this line also meant that the rain will always comes somehow.. lolx..

so true..

how do we know we are truly happy if there isnt sadness?

how do we know what is the light when there is no darkness?

how do we appriciate all that we have.. unless they are somehow taken away from us?

how can u say u haben seen this person/been in contact for very long and you miss this person yet all it takes for us now is to call or even drop an sms?

its funny ehx..

dont ask me why im writing this.. for me too have no freaking idea…

this week’s exercise is quite interesting actually.. my first time since erm.. very long to be in an infantry role.. whole week out at field.. denied of sleep and technology.. limited by nature.. what an experience!!

lolx.. i love my job.. lets me appriciate what i have..

i do complain about it.

im human too

just a more soldier human

till then

WeiZhan

What freedom?

And here i was trying to sleep.. then i realised and remember that i actually have this blog.. LOLX… oh come on… not updating doesnt mean i have nothing happening to me everyday… its just that most of the things cannot be posted online due to obvious reason.

yeah… but last week was really quite a erm… fierce week i would say… work to rest ratio is erm.. terrible… just terrible… at least this week i am allowed some time out of camp… truth is.. for this month most of the weekends im working… THATS FREAKING SAD RIGHT… but its ok.. in the end i’ll just have compensation in terms of time off… plus minus.. same i guess…

work is just getting more fun.. especially with the upcoming events.. finally gonna hold more responsiblity. hope everything goes well.. i might add that luck hopefully will be on my side. which LUCKLY it did on sunday morning.. else i wouldnt be typing this on the bed with my iPod Touch…

Alot of hearsay about my route of advancement… right now i dont really care.. actually i do care.. but important thing is that now  i only know i have to finish the final test with my guys..

anyway… im going away for quite some time near the end of the year… sorry if im not gonna make it for your birthday.. really sorry.. seems that i never fail to disappoint. regardless of who..

time passes and people come and go. i guess this time i must start to accept that. i really guess it was a mistake on my part. a stupid mistake. somehow someway.. forgive me..

Seems that everyone no matter how perfect they are from the outside.. they too faces problems just like normal people.. and sometimes situations are quite similar.. a little sharing and talking helps bring people together.. even if its a long time… support will always be there if you ask.. ask and ye shall receive..

Finally a little prayer does goes a long way… but im seriously confused about the path im walking down. even if it is the lord walking with me.

so all this rubbish talk and words…
i think im going to continue reading Suzuka..

till then
WeiZhan

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Every year Singaporeans Gather together to celebrate the independence of our nation. How many truely understand what this means? what are the things that contributed to the country, the people, the land? What kind of difficulties did our forefathers faced when they tried so hard to build a better place to live in for their sons and daughters?

How much to you know about our country’s history? i wouldnt say i know alot. but i guess i can justify that i know something. simply put it.. how many national Anthems has Singapore Sang?

In this 9th day of the month of August 2009 let us remember who we are, and how far we have come as a country.

Happy Birthday Singapore!

till then

WeiZhan

losing my way

some things in life no matter what you do will still happen… regardless how you want to prevent it… it’s like someone else is controlling it..

if this is the thinking in our head then congrats.. you are correct… there is a higher purpose behind all things…

no matter how painful or unplanned outcome we all face.. life will improve somehow.. for the lord will not abandon us..

support and help will always be there.. ask of it in prayers and we shall receive.. right now I pray and ask for forgivence.. for the things I did not do, didn’t do enough, do too much.. for the pain I caused.. for the torture by loneliness.. for time not well spent..

I’m sorry…

lord heal me and have mercy on me.

WeiZhan