It’s not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won’t go home without you..
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yeah i know.. i really know… but it seems twitter has grown over me so much that i sort of ignored this blog.. not that i dont have things to blog about… turns out facebook is so much better when it comes to sharing photos with friends.. technology had changed. alot.
still here i am.. back at here with another year of subscription (thanks to Felix ).. so might as well use this… i’ve been quite busy.. my term of being busy… is that i do not actually have time to spend at home… yea… thats how i measure how busy i am… looking at the fact that i didn’t get to SLEEP at home for the last 2 weeks.. thats saying something…
Work has been fun… and tough… i guess i leveled up again.. in terms of my soft skills… and i advanced quite fast in terms of my hard skills… never in my head did i see myself hitting the standard that in the past seems so far and impossible… turns out everything is possible if you set your mind and soul to it…
“It depends on how much you want it.”
and i want it.
i also expressed interest in going for confidence courses.
“YOU? Are you sure?”
I’ve yet heard someone say something else when the discussion comes to confidence courses.. thats sad.. and depressing… but i find that its a good way to prove myself. and thats one of the main reason why i’m doing this job..
all i ask of is more support and understanding.
Some things just have to be done…
till then
find me on Facebook or twitter.
WeiZhan
“Ang! You Smell that or not?”
“Errr Smell what?”
“You Don’t smell it meh? that smell… so familiar…”
“Huh?”
“I Smell something Burning…. I think its your weekend….”
“=.=”
yup…. this scenario actually happened in real life… though the seriousness of the situation.. i still find it super funny… hahaha…
so here i am on a nice saturday doing my part to keeping the camp safe and sound.. alone… lonely.. well not true actually… least i’ve some others with me.. and some form of entertainment… so it isnt that bad lah huh… time hasnt really been on my side these few weeks.. with workload coming up.. and alot of practice to be done…
hopefully most of the nights will still be free ehx?
Anyone coming back tonight? i wanna eat subway… =.=
till then
WeiZhan
hey…
turns out my mood can be affected by simple and stupid things.. oh come on it’s just a stupid computer game.. why get sad over it??
LOL… damn lame..
so now I’m on my way out to meet my darling for lunch.. wearing this weird colored shirt given to me by SY.. though I said weird color I still like it.. thanks ah..
looks like it’s going to rain quite heavily in woodlands/north area… hope town will be so much better…
on Friday I also went to sentosa.. so now I’m like charcoal.. and hurting at my back due to the burn bleh…
booking in tonight!! next week will
be better…
till then find me on Twitter..
or facebook
WeiZhan
Hello all!!! today is the day where I am officially considered an adult!!
I still remember last year what I was doing.. whom I am with.. and what they did to me.. twice.. so this goes out to all who made me remember..
yesterday I also went for a nice and weird dinner which I don’t think I’ll forget in years to come.. also headed for some
drinks.. and I only remember the part where they sang me my birthday song and some weird torture done to me.. so thank you all..
next to people who somehow someway found out and wished me.. thanks.. then to my friends here at work.. thanks for the shirt.. let’s hope it stop at there and nothing else.. I cannot take 20+ people on me..
finally.. thank you for the choco cake.. I love it.. and I don’t freaking care if I’m going to gain like 100kg from it.. woot..
I’m still waiting…
till then..
WeiZhan
hey people!!
somehow some way I’m back here to blog again.. after so many nice warning and suggestion from friends and foes I’m here again to type rubbish..
and so it seems to me that strangers around got so nothing better to do on office hours but to go around looking at other people’s post and spot mistake and fault.. that my friend is not cool..
true lah some things just don’t have to tell the whole world unless it’s necessary.. but even when it’s so obvious? come on..
yes I’m complaining.. yes I’m kpkb.. so??
ok enough of this.. now back to some update… actually nothing happened.. no actually something did..
my dad went in and out of hospital last week.. let me tell you.. the previous week was not a good week.. taxi here and there.. to police station.. to hospital.. back home.. back camp… so I’m like damn poor.. any one wanna contribute?? LOL… good news is.. pay is coming… expecting (hopefully) my back pay.. I’m still drawing SCT.. something is wrong…
but nevermind.. the lord has his plan.. let’s see what will happen.. with that nothing much..
good night all…
muacks
till then
WeiZhan
Almighty father in the great heaven above.
Thank you lord for all the little blessings that you have given me in my life.. for guiding me through my days and nights. for keeping me safe at work.. yet in this hard time i asked and pray that you will extend thy love for me to my father who is sick and hospitalized.
Please Father grant him safety and cure.. keep him calm and sane as he seek treatment.. let him remember the things that are to be remembered and forget the woes of life. for he certainly do not deserved such torment and suffering.
Almighty God i also ask onto you to sustain him, strengthen him, guide him.. so that he may have many years to come.. for i have yet returned his kindness and care throughout my short life..
Father also heal me from the pain.
For i am lost.
and suffering.
All this. I ask and pray in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Amen.
I wonder if its because i have no time or no interest.. but sometimes there are things in the world that is just out of our control… or we are forced to choose between choices which we do not even what to choose in the first place.
Simply put it this way.. imagine 1 day you have to choose between doing the right thing and doing things right.. which 1 will you do? will you take the shorter and easier way out? Your Answer? maybe yes.. maybe not…
why the fk am i typing this? i dont know.. maybe its because i do not have an answer to my own question.. and i wan people to help me somehow.. or whoever may still periodically click on this neglected blog which in the days to come will be turned into a photo blog with theme i decide upon monthly.. sounds fun.. lets hope it works out…
been really busy… been neglecting not just this blog but many other things… most importantly people around… people who somehow still care about me no matter how much i screwed up… people who still sometimes out of nowhere drop me an sms.. or a simple comment or note on facebook.. thank you all somehow.. thanks..
and Yes..
im feeling extremely
puzzled.. confused.. lost…
and i just want everything to be alright.. like i always tell myself.. things will always work out at the end.. because its the end what… logic ehx? OK Enough emoing..
now back to a life update… yes i’m back as a trainee yet again.. my trainee life never seems to end… undone work and responsibilities is growing.. and growing by the day… and i longed for an escape.. thou i’m still confined to Singapore.. i just wish i can fork out more time to my loved ones…
heck i cant even host my own party on the weekend before my birthday because i have to work on Saturday… and yes my family members are the 1 complaining… i didn’t even make it for grandma’s 80 birthday celebration where practically my whole family attended… WTH… as the chinese says : BU XIAO ZI… really bu xiao…
but im not giving up… im still praying that i can take some time off for my birthday… I’m praying!!
and i recently started to learn driving yet again.. hope i can pass before i go overseas to work..
have some time for me?
drop me a text… i’ll do my best to reply…
all these..
till then
WeiZhan
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